2012 in a NutShell

My 2012 in a nut shell! My family and I faced a lot of hardship and pain throughout the year. But we came together and figured out away to rise above it and put ourselves on a better path. I am grateful that I can be shown how much a year can change a person and how much the better change is needed in order to live a healthier & beautiful life.

Moving back home was wonderful, but I did learn that living here is not my home anymore. Maybe military life and moving away has changed that within me and I am actually grateful to not be so dependent on my family.  But focus on my own little family that I have growing. For that I am grateful for!

I also learn more who my friends are, who wanted to stay and who wanted to walk away. Unfortunately who I am, is not the type of person who is constantly texting a friend to see what the next thing is. I really have become a home-body and love being at home with my children and building my business. I guess that’s my down fall as a friend, I don’t keep in touch daily and maybe I should. I’ll admit my guilt in that and I am sorry to those who walked away!

Health has played a huge issue in my life in the pass 2 ½ years. I battle with things that I simple do not want to explain to people. I just want to live my life like everyone else and be happy. I am not that crippling disease, but Jessica! So people understand I am a fighter here are things I should not do but do. I’m a total rebel lol..

Over all 2012 has taught me a lot about myself, as each year does for me and I am blessed I can learn from it. I am not perfect, but human and I only try to do things or say things in the best supportive way possible. I am not perfect with my word! I do know at the end of 2012 the love that does grow for me has grown better as it did the year before and cheery that I can be blessed with such love in my life. So thank you my love for loving me, my children who say it daily, my family, my friends I can trust and my fans who are like family to me. Thank you ALL so much!

Now to give 2013 the best Jessica it can give, because I am going to live my humble life as I did 2 years before moving back to the city life of California. Going to Slooooow it down, especially with another baby on the way. 

Life is Perfectly Imperfect




image taken by Tiffany McNutt

XOXO Jessica