Tuesday, January 3, 2012

A blessing


So here it goes! My life as you may not know it & I am opening up myself for you to understand enough of why I have been slowing down in every area of my life.

Moving back home has been wonderful, getting away from recruiting duty and finding how much more I love my family. Having my husband by my side through the hard & happy times is amazing for me at this point in my life. I am still trying to get my foot in the door to learn everything I possibly can about photography. You have no idea how much it means to me and how happy I am when I click that shutter button. But I am trying to build my passion into my dream, slowly but surely.
Just today I had surgery for removal of a Hematochezia, if you dont know what that is here is a brief summary: Hematochezia tends to cause a bright red, bloody stool which indicates the large intestine is bleeding somewhere. The most common causes are the diverticulitis & hemorrhoids. Hematochezia is also a symptom of colon cancer & a variety of other conditions.

There you go a short medical definition of what he had found last month, advising it was in my best interest to do a full colonoscopy. So this is how I started off my new year with a surgery & a fear of his words that it could have spread to my other organs, but we wouldnt know that until he looks & biopsys that ugly thing he found.
Well today my surgery in my mind went amazing, even though we had some minor delays with the systems not working, my IV being tangled with the EKG cords, moving from one room to another, Nurse struggling with my small veins for my IV. But all in all the staff was great and made light of the situation, we all laughed. In the end my surgery turned out great, what he found a month ago is no longer there-miracles happen right? So as of today I am free and clear, we just have to keep a close eye on more bleeding. I just hope for the best, because as we know life can be tricky when it comes to life changing events like this. So here is my praying my heart out, many prayers from my friends and keeping a positive mind about everything is going on.

2012 is my year to just do what makes me happy and continue to move forward with a positive mind. I have many goals and challenges to list, but I am way too tired to write them all.  But I will be challenging myself to many different things and living a positive life. So happy New year to everyone and may God bless everyone with nothing but happiness.

Smile Bright,
Jessica Goldsborough


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